When you realize your gift/passion is more than just a mere wish or expectation. When life pushes you to the very point where you have to spring forth into your calling unexpectedly and the words ooze out as if it is God himself flowing from your pen. It is, because he put the very thing within a long time ago. And excuse after excuse can be made until one day the indignation of a late night call sparks a fire that sets you free. Causes you to write unapologetically. Sometimes pain is can be the very best thing that ever happen to you.. & me. It pushes you out of your comfort zone. The feelings caused me to be alone, that very moment with just my pen and my pad. And naw I ain't mad. As the words came together I felt free, heart was beating so fast. I could only be happy for I created a masterpiece. Chronicles of black pain. Wait & see.- Ashlei Sebastian